So can we say blah?

I'm still in this wierd mood I was in a couple weeks ago. Not as much in a depressed state though.

I got my airline tickets confirmed and everything today. The actual tickets came in the mail too. So this is it. I'm really going. I'm really going to be in Ireland for the next 4 months

Right now I'm putting off some errands I need to run. I don't really want to venture out into the snow and cold abyss that is the town I live in. Plus my gas tank is pretty much on Empty so I need to go put gas in my car as well. I'm so on top of things aren't I?

One group of my friends are being really cool right now. They want to have a going away party for me next time we have our Bible study group. It's always on Wednesday nights, and so they all planned that next Wednesday was going to be a combination Bible study and going away party too. So I'm pumped about that. Too bad that a certain boy is being very stupid to me right now.

I feel like I'm running out of time. Somehow, all of a sudden, I've been bombarded with a few personal issues. And I'm leaving in less than 2 weeks, going to be gone for 4 months... what do I do about them? I want to have at least a little bit of closure so I can... try to have a good time in Ireland. I still have this feeling that when I come back, no one will even remember who I am, and everything that I left will be gone.

Not to mention that certain people in my life have just been pissing me off lately. The whole fakeness that people have been giving to me... makes me sick. All of a sudden a person who I considered to be a friend has now magically left. Doesn't really talk to me, or care to know what's going on in my life, but yet he's interested in his other friends. So what's up with that?

Anyway... I'm talking to Gabbie right now, and sitll putting off these errands I need to run. Don't really know what I'm going to do tonight. Might go bowling with my sister and her boyfriend along with a few other friends, but not really sure about that either.

Soooo... yah that's all I have to say about that.